Why Am I Falling Out of Love With You

The way you creep up from behind me and blankly stare as if you wish to put a knife in my back or to my throat and end it all for me (which almost sounds appealing)

The way you enter the room and heave a sigh of disgust in my direction with that

2 week old beer breath that nearly aphixiates me with it's dankness

The way you scream at me in your drunken rage trying to belittle me to slide

me in somewhere between your life and hell

The way you tell me that I AM THE WEAKEST LINK

Of what? The chain of our relationship?

You bet your ass I'm a weak link in that chain cause I've almost pryed

myself away from you

The way you keep screaming in your sleep

Obscenities of death wishes for me

The way you are two-faced and disloyal and then deny it

When I am honest and faithful and would defend you to your death

Or mine

The way that my suicidal thoughts flash in bits and pieces

Saddens me to think that I would prefer death to you

The way you're up and then down and then up and then down

Unsettled, like a caged animal looking for a prey

The way you can bring me to tears with your words

Making me feel helpless and hopeless at the same time

The way you always say that I am wrong about everything

And you're so loud with your never-ending screaming

And my head hurts and I just want to dig a hole

Anywhere to escape this forever.

Did you really want us to end up this way?

Do you really enjoy causing me this pain all the time?

Wouldn't it just be easier to let me go while I still love you?

I feel the stretching of the chain again.

You're right, I AM the weakest link....

Goodbye!!