something I wrote a few months ago... very personal but I am going to share it..
I am that girl..
I sit in quiet contemplation of the events that have led up to now between the two of us... and here is how I see it thus far..
... for a little while I was the focus of your attention.. we would spend hours talking, teasing each other, being silly.
and .. for a little while, I stayed in your house, we laughed , we watched movies, we talked all night and shared special thoughts.
... for a little while I thought you could be the focus of my attention.. the one I could slowly learn to trust, share more of my life with, have fun with and be myself with.
It turns out that you are just another boy...with a twisted adgeda, that doesn't include me in it
you are not who I thought you were ...
... you want more then I have to offer you..
I can't be a different girl everynight.. I was not brought up that way..
My Morals and standards get in the way .. I believe in being faithful and devoted, I believe in making the person I am with the focus of all my attention.
I believe in making that person , that I want to share memories with, my everything, without room for a wandering eye, or heart.
I am that girl...
Altho now a widower, I was for 15 years the apple of a wonderful womans eye.Together we filled eachothers needs and wishes, Now granted we had our "moments" where we did not always agree, but we managed to agree to disagree and continue our relationship for 15 wonderfull years, I would have to say the MOST wonderful years of my life. All Im basically trying to say is, not ALL men are fliped and un-careing. There are still a few of us out there in this big wide world that stil know how to treat a woman. My simple solution to your problem is, if all your finding is men who dont give a damn about anybody except themselves, then just maybe your looking in the wrong places. All in all just know that the kind of man your looking for DOES exist, sometimes it just takes a long time to find them. I didn't find my soul partner untill I was 27 years old, and then married her two years later, and I knew from the first day I saw her that one day we would be married.In closing all I can say is Don't give up on men just because a few are total jerks, there are still REAL MEN out there who care deeply about the woman they are with, or want to be with for the rest of our lives. so keep looking, your man is out there somewhere
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