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Well, here I am. Back in my old trigonometry class. The only difference is that the class is called pre-calculus now. Whoo. As you can imagine, I am stoked. Wee. My stomach hurts and I can't wait to leave. On Friday I got into some trouble. I got pretty drunk and I tried to get with someone that I shouldn't have. It was my boyfriend's friend. And to make it worse, my dad saw me with this guy and got pissed. I felt like shit the next day and even still today. I went over to my boyfriend's house last night. I felt like shit laying next to him knowing what I did. Then he told me that he heard that my dad wanted to talk with him. It worried me cause the only time my dad wants to talk to him is when something is wrong. I'm pretty scared. I don't what's gonna happen. I just hope that nothing goes wrong and my dad doesn't make us break up. That would just make my world fall apart. I'm all anxious now. Just thinking about it makes me anxious. I think I should stop. We'll just have to wait and see what happens. 
Sweet words are easy to say,
Sweet things are easy 2 buy,
But sweet people are difficult to find
Life ends when U stop dreaming,
Hope ends when U stop believing,
Love ends when U stop caring,
Friendship ends when U stop sharing.
So share this with whom ever U consider a friend.
To love without condition,
To talk without intention,
To give without reason,
And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend...
Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend.
Dont forget to send it back to ME .....
If U Care........
Life is short, Break the rules,
Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly,
Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably,
And never regret anything that made you smile.
Send to all the people you love or don't want to lose in 2009, even me....
If you get 3 back, you are a great friend


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OK...So today I decided to log on to facebook and I do my normal thing check for updates add people that I havent seen in a bit. Then I notice that I have an email (I dont really recieve e-mail there) and its my best friend's ex boyfriend who is also my ex boyfriend's cousin (Iknow!) and he is telling me to call him to chat. Now I was really good friends with him after everyone broke up, but that was hard since my best friend didnt like it and everything i told him went stright to his cousin to always called me a day or two after. So now that it has been some months since we last spoke to eachother. What should I do? If i call him then my ex might get my number and bother me, or if i do call and he says let have coffee or jack in the box (it was our thing) then he might bring his cousin (my ex). Also my friend will be really mad if i do call i know it will hurt her feeling to "back stab." If I dont then I feel bad cuz in all of it we were friends. and Good ones too. We understood that there would never be any kind of anything beside friendship. I would love for advice. Help me! What should I do?