It's A Love Hate Thing

But we both know that wont last forever

We always end up back in each others arms

I guess thats the only thing I hate about you

This circumstance is out of my control.

I desire to just hit you and say bad things to you

But they wont make the heartache go away

I am just sick and tired and bored of this happening

I am losing my sleep and appetite because of you.

I wish I could forget you and hate you like an enemy

But you know me too well even more than I do

Lets see how long the silence lasts for then

I won't come back to you this time- thats too old.

Lying here crying, complaining won't change a thing

I dont want my life to revolve around you anymore

I just can't do this over and over, I love you but ,

You are so authorative and I need my freedom

Don't look at me with those eyes, you know it too.

And so we both say if things were different, if , if,

Yes,but they are not so lets just remember us

I feel I am fighting a war to resist you, praying,

For some strength because right now I am so frail.