Personal

Who am I?

I often wonder what people see when the hear me speak or look into my eyes. Do they see a woman who is intelligent, funny, confident, or happy? Or do they see a woman who feels alone, puts up a facade and is unsure about herself and life?
Im not sure which I want them to see...maybe all of it, maybe not.. If they saw all of me,would their opinion of me change?

Its said that we are the hardest on ourselves, and I know I am, always trying to be better. Better mom, better friend, better daughter, sister, but yet I feel like I seem to always fall short. Most times I say fuck it and be the best I can be at that time, but a small part of me gets lost. Like now..

I don't really have much of a point to this "Blog" im not even sure why im typing it, typical me with my rambling, ignore it. This is the most you will see of the girl inside. Its a side I don't show often nor care too. Ignore this blog, just girl who is lost and rambling.

" I felt like I was standing at a great precipice, with no one to pull me back, no one who cared... or even noticed."